Continuation-tracking my enlightening experiences with the Father, I often heard others talk about their relationship with the Father. I always think about Jesus and the Holy Spirit, knowing they are one!
So, out of being challenged in my day-to-day work life, wanting to do so much in my personal life, and having responsibilities I love more than anything else, I should learn to trust the Lord. But, of course, this is not a new idea nor a request from the Holy Spirit for help.
I set out to trust the Lord again as if I had forgotten how to trust Him.
In my worship and meditation time, I asked, Lord, what do I do? and I proceeded to explain myself as if I was trying to come up with an explanation for why I had to come back and ask how to trust Him; the Lord answered me anyway, very loving and supportive, saying, ” Do you see the things in your heart, and how you feel about them coming to me?”
I answered yes! Let me explain; there are ideas and conflicts I felt I don’t need to involve the Lord because I know what to do and have my thoughts about things (on my own); getting back to my story, the Lord continued to explain, the enemies constant mission to condemn you by any means and draw you in a place of unworthiness just what had to happen to Adam and Eve after the fall, they went and covered themselves and hiding from me, When I am the only one who can set them free. What is so hard that you cannot explain yourselves to me? I am your deliverer, the only one who can set you free. If I need to guide you away from your way, allow me to do so, but agreeing with your thoughts by not involving me is not safe, not wise.
Then, the Lord continued by saying go, tell me what you have on your heart! And I laughed and said ok, here it is.
And I spent that whole time talking; then the Lord gave me a thought. And I stopped talking and went immediately and did what the Lord put on my heart. As I was doing my research which is what the Lord puts on my heart to do, I was spiralling into sadness, and I immediately said, Lord! Please protect my heart; I am getting discouraged. And immediately, I felt my heart was just safeguarded, and the sadness left me. Then the Lord spoke again and said, ” open your mind and listen carefully to everything being said,” I responded, ok, Lord and thank you, I felt that!
The conclusion, What I heard in the end, lifted my spirit and gave me hope to continue to pursue my goals, and this time with the Lord’s eyes and heart knowing that He is my number one supporter and even if He has to say,” step away from that path, I know, I can trust Him as per Psalm 139:16-18